After suffering from another bad cold and being able to do anything but watch an entire season of Bones within 3 days it doesn't look very likely that I will be running the Bulldog 50k in 2 days.
It is hard to put my feelings in words right now - especially as there are different emotions every 6 hours.
Right now I feel it is time for me to cancel all races for the seasons and do the best I can to get my body back in track. Even though most people I talked to seem to think differently, I refuse to let Epstein Barr beat me.
I guess it is a very thin line to find the right dosage of training and relaxation for me at the moment.
Even though coming the realize that I want be racing a lot within the following months and that my entire seasons has been kind of messed up anyway, I am telling myself that there are worse things by far. At least this will give me plenty of time to focus on building up www.trinited.com the way we want it as well as prepping www.americawithoutgas.com.
Time for some more tea now. Sweat it out!
Catch you guys later.
Till